War is over if you want it

No matter what war is always destructive. So, Let us stop fighting.

To stop anything or change anyone is a monumental task and at times impossible.

If some awareness is shed on what exactly does being good does to oneself and others, then there will be inspiration to change some habits and patterns, behaviors and responses and ethics and morality.

One needs to get to a state of mind to diligently want NO WAR.

It is the only way then to even look into peace, love and all that good stuff. What I mean is, I think, to be peace within before seeking or praying for world peace.

The pin

God definitely speaks through anyone and certainly reveals his presence through anything. He has the skill to reach any hidden place through space and touch your heart. He has the power to heal through any pain or shame.

He has the wind to blow away any insanity and bring meaning to your life.

I get carried away glorifying his mighty hand and his power of love, because my experience of this profound change in love is intense and true.

For each one it (the experience) depends on what, how and who you reach out to when in pain or trouble or deeply oppressed, seeking relief.

I was upstairs contemplating an escape route from the intense and painful oppression I was going through in my life at that time. My soul struggled to find a home wobbling between USA and India. My heart yearned for the deprived love I was seeking earnestly hoping to free me from this hell I was in, suffering violence and constant war.

My presence and intention to love was no match for the storms of violent abuse that were torturing me and making me react into an unpleasant personality.

There are times when I would reach a state of mind where I would make a decision, surrendering to the human weakness unable to bear anymore and just leave everything and run away, so,

I called the airlines to confirm my open return tickets back to India with my son because I thought I had reached my limit. All of a sudden I became aware of storms going around all over US.

The airlines denied confirming my tickets. I called several other airlines looking for an alternative and all of them in one voice said there are no flights all around USA until the storms end. Really? All I needed was a domestic flight to connect with my international flight.

After I exhausted all my energy almost giving up, my weary mind cleared up in the space to realize that something supernatural and extraordinary was happening here.

That day he was showing me that in one moment of His will in the time and space a storm can affect the entire country stopping me from going anywhere overruling and disqualifying my so called rebellion reacting to pain and suffering. I gave in. I cried. I figured something more powerful than my weakness is actively working on me.

I decided to let go off that ticket which was intentionally booked as a backup runaway plan just in case when I was actually supposed to book a one way from India to USA. I had no other choice because I was stopped from doing something that did not go along with His plan.

I guess, all these things in the mind were known already to the higher power that was leading and guiding me to new places even through storms and suffering. All that we think are breaking and wasting are included in the budget in the intense karmic cleanse.

He has done this many many times in my life, yes right, it has been war forever.

Now that I realized clearly I have to live with this and go through with this to come out of it I was thinking what I am going to do.

As I was randomly and mindlessly doing something around my son’s homeschooling projects, I found this pin just standing out amongst all clutter and confusion. It caught my attention and I picked it up with my distracted and disturbed mind and looked at it and read the word written in bold black print.

“War is over, if you want it”

I am like… what the… where did it… how on earth…

I read it several times over and over again. For some reason that pin was laying there God knows for how long and by who, just to wait for the perfect moment to reveal something so profound exactly when I needed a word, guidance and resolve.

The war is over if you want it. from where I am right now writing this beautiful story I could preach a sermon for hours. Not only did I realize that I had a choice to make but also realized I had a choice to do something about the war within me. To thing I don't want it of course.to decide I am going to stop trying to stop the war and storm outside I am going to look into the war and storm inside within me.

The relief I got from this experience brought a smile of contentment and resolve through my pain. It is frustrating when one thinks both parties need to do the work to stop anything or start anything. One tends to blame the other as a reason for the war. Even if one chooses to not fight it might or could diffuse any kind of conflict because one has chosen not to fight. War is over for me. To this day I think of these words when tempted to react or old patterns try to take in charge. It takes practice. If one really means to bring peace one needs to mean it to end the war. Just the intention one carries is powerful enough to at least not make things worse. I made it through all storms dear brothers and sisters, I am still here living and continuing my relationship with that powerful energy called love within. Whether you call it God or goodness, it changes how one thinks thus changing how one feels and changing everything around. It is fighting without fighting.

He comes, He comes to one who is seeking relief as a friend in love who understands loves and blesses through any impossible situations or people. It heals the offended-ness even if it is for this one episode moving us to another place and space leading us closer and closer to our heart’s love and higher and higher in consciousness.