Let it go

Let it go

Let it go

It’s time to let go off the past

It’s time to fly high in the sky

Let it go

It’s time to find your love in your heart

It’s time to love everyone

Let it grow

It’s time to find your light in your heart

It’s time to let it shine in the world

Let it glow

The above simple and cute song hit me when I actually just grabbed the guitar as a reaction to something that happened at home.

I heard the voice “Let it go”.

Why it happened

I was angry that my truth is not heard. I was upset that my so called rules to live happily are not being followed. The details are not important. I am sure everyone or at least every woman would agree with me. A mother who is working so hard to maintain a home and create a balance within her would also agree that at some point or other we lose it. The rebellion all around pushes her to a point of no return and it erupts as a reaction only to be called crazy or unreasonable. If she is adjusting and allowing every rebel to just be and do what they want then there is some kind of a functional peace. She cannot touch the part that is so sensitively caught up in the world’s so called reality in the name of giving one happiness, contentment and above all the sensation of being loved in pleasure.

Yes, I am also a rebel but with a different twist. As long as I can remember I have been rebelling against lies, deception and this aggressive need to fake, to be able to fit in the world without touching the vices within that grows monstrous trying to keep up with the unending competition.

One feels absolutely bound with no actual freedom at all. A woman is expected to put up with others’ weaknesses that pose as strength. If she is weak and carries fear of conflict, reaction and violence then she naturally tries various ways to cope with the behaviors. She just exists with the constant non-verbal energy of war and hate all around trying to figure out exactly how she should be to make others happy around her.

It is an energy to energy combat. If the goal is to nurture love then let us do it with love. Let us turn it around and backfire the rebellion with love. Let us break the normal pattern of reacting to the injustice done with anger, violence, offense and hate. Because let us be honest, the old ways are not listened to.

Power within

Yes, there is a power within and it is beautiful. One time, someone mentioned to me that you do have power but the way it is being presented is too powerful and intense to be around. It is very scary. Believe me, this came from one who was known for a colossal ego.

I looked into it and it was true. If this power, which is actually recognized and acknowledged, can be tamed and refined into something that can be accepted, then this power will work.

It might feel powerless and disappointing, not being able to change someone or something outside of us, but it definitely feels powerful and encouraging, to change someone or something, within. Let us be honest, it is a drag to carry the burden of shame, insult and injustice caused from outside, it drains our energy and bleeds into everything else contaminating everything we do and say, especially if we are unable to process it and get out of the pathetic state of mind, which apparently no one seem to understand. Are you with me?

It is possible

Trust me, with a little bit of work and a little bit of love, it is possible, very possible to let go.

Another alternative solution might be to change correction with anger and reacting to teaching with love and understanding. But for that, first one needs to change the self, break habitual patterns and and be willing to do some work, sometimes very hard work.

Have faith and believe that it can be done. So you can.

It is difficult and at times almost impossible to change a life time pattern with ancient habits. That (the almost part) gives a little room and space to make it possible by creating new paths and creative ways thus breaking the pattern and changing the habits.

It is not pleasant going through it but when we come out of it, the testimony is monumental.

Join me

If there is anyone out there listening to this or reading it by chance, I ask you to join me in this mission of looking into oneself to bring the change in the home first (we can talk about world peace later) using the only weapon that really works, love. Try it dear mothers, a little differently with your son, dear sisters, with your brothers, dear daughters with your mothers and beloved fathers, with your sons.

Dear women, let men watch you put in the effort in becoming the loving and gentle being that you really are and be inspired,

Dear men, let women do her work in her own ways to bring the balance within with all the beautiful gifts, talents and ability she carries, support her, believe on faith on something that has never been tried or cannot be seen, give her another chance to bring this power of love on earth.

Do the work

Do the work to figure out what to let go, so we can be sure of what to keep, in love.

Even if this fantasized world of people getting along and loving each other with understanding seems too far to be reached or seems impossible in this day and age where violence, war and a constant exchange of emotional darts is accepted or dysfunctional relationships considered normal due to lack of faith or this kind of love I am talking about is just not visible enough to believe in it, I am personally touched with these experiences in song, color and word to continue to do the work in love because it is the only thing that feels good to do and feels right to be with.

Someday, somewhere and somehow this voice will be heard by someone, to let it go, let it grow and let it glow.